Overview: Before I start my blogs I want to give an overview of my usage of social media: I really only go on when I am alone in my free time, when I am doing homework and trying to waste time. I rarely post on social media, if I do post it would be an edited picture on VSCO or instagram and I will tweet on twitter. I sometimes will reply to people on twitter or I will find myself liking things, republishing pictures and videos and even retweeting others tweets. I also find myself just browsing on other peoples pages or browsing what is trending at that time. I am not really big into letting people know what I am doing every single second of the day, therefore the reasoning I don’t post as much as others. However when I am with friends I try not to be on my phone at all because I want to enjoy the moment that I am in with my friends. If I do post it will be on snapchat and a picture of me and my friends doing something, usually something fun like bowling or at the bar.
Day 1 –
Agenda for the day: Work 6 AM to 2 PM, Gym 2:30 PM to 3:30 PM, Class 6:30PM – 8:15PM.
The only times I was actually wanting to scroll through my social medias was in the morning before work to help wake myself up, on my thirty minute break, waiting for class to start and when I got home from school while laying in bed. I felt very detached from the world and not knowing what was going on. In a way it was freeing, but I felt a little weird not knowing what others were doing. I felt out of the loop.
The first day was quite a toughy. I had some trouble with deleting my social media apps, so I first started off with just turning off the notifications. I actually liked the idea of turning off the notifications, because I was not notified every 5 seconds when people tweeted or mentioned me in something. I still found myself going to the apps and wanting to click on them though. I did stop myself and was able to find something else to look at during my down times in the day. In the morning when I woke up I looked at the weather and my horoscope for the day to help me wake up. During my break at work I looked at houses and cars on google instead of scrolling through my timelines. I also found myself texting my friends a lot more to talk to them about how their day was. (They knew I was on a social media cleanse.) I felt lonely, left out, and sad; but the music helped boost my mood.
Day 2 –
Agenda for the day: Class at 8 AM to 9:45 AM, break from class 9:45 AM until 11 AM, Class 11 AM to 1:45 PM (back to back classes), then I stayed at school to work on homework in the library from 2PM until 6PM, I was home for the night after I got home from school.
The only times I found myself wanting to go on social media was in the morning before class laying in bed, a little during the class, on my break from classes, a few times before starting my homework and during, and obviously when I got home. I also felt really bored when I had down time and tried to do different things I normally do not do.
The second day dragged horribly. I was so excited for this project but after one day of no social media I felt like I was really alone. It felt like I was in some sort of depression from not checking my timelines. I tried to make plans to hang with my friends, I thought they could help me occupy my time. Sadly all four of my friends were busy, so I found myself organizing my schedule. When I got home I talked to my family for a bit about their day and what was going on for the weekend. Then I occupied myself from sitting on my phone by playing fortnite for the rest of the night. It was really hard to hold back from not looking at my phone when I went to went to lay down to go to sleep. Instead I took a walk downstairs to get a snack, watched netflix and passed out.
Day 3 –
Agenda for the day: Work 6AM to 2PM, Gym 2:30 PM to 3:30 PM, Class 6:30PM – 9:15PM.
(Day three is basically the same schedule as day one.)
The third day I was extremely tired. this is usually the part of the week where I am so tired because I run around so much during the week with no breaks. At this point of my week I get very whiny and I will only text people back and look at my phone if it is important. I was already feeling upset about not being able to check my social medias so that was just adding to my bad mood that I was in. I even let my phone die at one point during the day. I still did not delete my apps.
In the morning when I woke up is when I reached for my phone started to click on some apps but then I quickly exited out of them. By simply clicking on my social media apps and having them loading for two seconds got me a little excited to see what was going to pop up. But I didn’t even see anything since I was really trying to stick to the cleanse. The next time I wanted to scroll through social media was on my break at work but instead of doing that I put my phone down and went to bother my coworkers. Instead of looking at my phone during class (and paying attention), I organized my homework and sort of listened to the professor’s lecture. After class I just felt very angry and alone. So my solution for when I feel like this is to go right to sleep, plus I was exhausted.
Day 4 –
Agenda for the day: Work 6AM to 2PM, nap 2PM to 4PM then I went for dinner and drinks at the bar after work 5PM-10:30PM.
This is almost the end of my week so I was still tired but I was excited for the weekend. I was not feeling as sad and lonely because I knew I had plans for the weekend which was exciting for me. So the whole day all I was thinking and talking about was the weekend and what my plans were.
The morning at work was super busy. I didn’t even look at it in the morning because I woke up with just enough time to leave. I didn’t touch my phone until I sat down for break. I was too busy eating, calling and scheduling appointments to worry about looking at my social medias. After work I went right home to nap, then got ready to go out. I looked at my phone only a couple times to check if anyone had texted em because I was busy catching up with my friend. I did not have the urge to look at my social medias until I got home. This was the night I almost cracked my cleanse. I clicked on Instagram, it started to load and I saw one picture, I was ready to scroll to see more but I stopped myself. I put my phone down and went to sleep.
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